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Prometheus, Christ, and The Wound – October 2015

This landed in my inbox today and Spirit moves me to share it.  As I was wondering about all the questions that I don’t ask – on purpose – since there are some things I don’t want to know, an article about The Wrath of Gods stuck out.

I have no point to make other than this was significant to me as my “spidey senses” were up as I watched the video. That and someone poking me to post this before I lay down to rest as I am home sick for the day. As I watched the video, it reminded me very much of several things which have been poking me lately. I love the juxtaposition of Christ and Prometheus. All I could hear as I was watching this was, “The wound is where the light enters you.”

There isn’t a link to the video; you’ll need to scroll down the article to find it embedded below. Clever curators over at the Philadelphia Museum of Art!

Love and cookies,


The Wrath of Gods (3 min video embedded)


2014-05-02 Update

I really need to pay attention to where I direct my attention. I’m writing on the balcony wondering why my neighbor has her TV so loud. Then I notice that I hear her screaming and they are having wonderfully athletic sex. Good for her!

Now I can smell them.

Ok, redirecting my thoughts to what I came out here for.  More information than I needed. LOL!

As I heard from a friend years ago, it is easier to wear slippers than carpet the whole world.

And this week my attention has been all over. Spent most of my days in the I AM. I’m still learning how to focus on what I am doing.

And yesterday, my daily Abraham Hicks quote:

As you diminish contrast, you diminish your ability to decide, and as you diminish your ability to decide, you diminish your ability to focus, and as you diminish your ability to focus, you do away with your reason for existing.


Excerpted from the workshop: Orlando, FL on February 15, 1997

This is exactly where I am. A point where you can hold multiple vibrations at once and there is no contrast. No ability to decide what I want to do.  When there is no contrast, how do you decide? 

Disclaimer: This is not a call for help and no, there is not a plan.

It’s just noticing that there is nothing to do. I do not need to exist here right now. There is nothing anyone needs from me that they cannot give to themselves. The Universe is already leading them to everything they need. The only one to live for is self. And then when you have what you thought you wanted – what next?

So, I guess I’m having existential angst.

Me? The girl who loves living?

I don’t want to be done here so I go back to a different vibration, the mind and ego. Where do they find contrast?


Yeah, this will NOT be a shocker.


Paying bills.

I hate paying bills. Haha!

I’m sure you love it, right? Can’t wait to send off your money to someone else when you’re not even sure the service was worth it in the first place?

And I do the same thing with paying bills that I do with the rest of stuff that gives my ego shenpa. Why does it bother me?  I know and trust in the abundance of the Universe.  But I don’t really like the form that the Universe sends abundance right now.  I’d rather make money doing something I enjoy rather than temp jobs but I know I can’t hack a regular 9-5 anymore. That’s why I temp. And with another full moon coming up, I don’t know how I’ll be feeling. Not too many people want to hire someone who can only work three weeks out of the month and I don’t really feel like explaining it. Plus, being in public workplaces is sometimes still overwhelming to me. I don’t want to be in that many dense energy fields. It makes too much work for me when I get home to clear all of the stuff that I picked up and I don’t know how to shield it all yet.

The part that bugs me about paying the bills is the way I know the money comes in right now. The dragon is the main support for the household and we cut back on a lot two years ago after my last corporate job. But there is a small gap that needs to be filled and he has a great well-paying job he loves with good perks. So I’m looking at what I love to do and coming up with a few ideas I’ve started working on. Mostly combining metaphysical and nerdy interests.

I’m thinking I’ll post some pics for works in progress. As with everything else, I have no clue what I’m doing so it should be interesting. And a work in progress as we all are.

Oh geez, my neighbor is still busy. Haha!  Must be Friday night.

I hope you are as ecstatic as she is.

I love you.



2014-05-01 Update

Happy May!

It’s been a busy few days here doing a lot of what looks like nothing. I’ve been in the apartment during our last two days of torrential rain. The one time I did go out to pick up my son I felt like I was driving through a log flume ride. Haha! 

I had to pick up my journal to write at least five times yesterday to get down what I was going through. Insights that my mind got on what was happening and signs I was getting that were starting to come together. 

I don’t consciously seek out past life work but I had an interesting past life regression in a form I would have never imagined.  The result of my confusion and not even knowing that it was past life stuff turned into a heated discussion last night with the dragon. I ended up telling him that if he wanted me to leave I would because he didn’t see how we could be going in the same direction.  Maybe today I will blog more about it. It might be triggering to some people so I have to sit with that and decide if I want to blog here or put it in the journal.

I’m still learning how to operate from those three states of consciousness that I am aware of – the ego, the mind and the I AM.  The I AM is so easy. LOL!  Just be.  But then there is nothing to do and nowhere to go so I just use the mind to direct my action where I am and where I am is being in relationships with people as a mother, girlfriend, daughter, friend. So I’ve been taking action to honor those stations and being where and what I am asked to be from them. Sometimes, like last night with the dragon, I give others what my ego is looking for – a loving witness without judgment. This did not go over well with the dragon until we talked about why I say what I say.  Dragons are very beautiful and powerful but also very vain. I know the feeling. I do my hair and makeup before I make videos.  I’m vain. But he did not want a mirror when he told me how he felt. He wanted an opinion. And I don’t have any opinions from the I AM and needed to explain that to him. Ok, so obviously I have a lot to say about this……separate blog for later today perhaps.  LOL!

This morning I’m headed to a friend’s house to pin a dress that she needs hemmed.  She had asked if I could hem it and right now I just have too much going on that I need to get out to do it but I did tell her I could come over to trim and pin it for her because that is tough to do alone. When/if things slow down, I’d like to get back to some sewing. I have more patience now so maybe I won’t mind making muslins as much.  Note to self: Manifest a studio for all the creative endeavors because no one has seen the dining room table in months.

I’ve also been drawn to reading the bible and the Kybalion. I read a little, get messages and insights as my mind starts to put pieces together then I put them down because……well, because I don’t know how to make the dishes wash themselves yet. (I tried to talk a a house elf into it a few months ago. Haven’t seen him since. Oh well.)

I put most of it down in my journal because I’m starting to see that my way of learning things was by having an intention to be love but there are multiple ways to get to this point. And the information could be very harmful to one’s self and to others for people who believe that there is a separation, that there is an Us and a Them. And to people who feel very hurt and do not know how to heal themselves or ask for help. This is very painful to me because I feel them. But I cannot change others, only myself. 

Finally, I had my first telepathic encounter with a stranger this morning after I dropped my son at school. I was in line at a store. It was exciting!

Now that my mind processes it, there are a lot of things to consider when communicating telepathically, especially with strangers. So, new skills to learn and blunder my way through.  Seriously, it’s kindergarten over here. I have no fucking clue what I’m doing and I couldn’t make this stuff up if I tried.  

And re-reading this post, I sound like a raving lunatic. Oh well, I can’t tell you I experience that I don’t experience. All I can do is stick the really outrageous stuff in my journal and hope that it will make sense to someone somewhere in the future. Because we are all insane. I just let it show.

I love you.



P.S.  I’m experimenting with new tags as I’m blogging. Hoping to attract some more crazy people to travel this path with.