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2016-03-07 Journal entry

I sat down yesterday to journal and Spirit started channeling. 

We’ve been working with Sarah on attachment. She has convoluted ideas on how to manifest. There is no judgment but the path you have chosen is multi-faceted. Be patient. Enjoy the journey. Work with what we give you. Be honest with yourself. It is not always necessary to explain to others. They will find the truth in who you are. Love yourself.

Changes will be coming quickly in the next few weeks. Let go of expectations and return to Source frequently for reconnecting. There are many layers and facets to what you are becoming. Sarah is crucial to this. Do not deny her for a preference for Source. She has lessons to learn and unique methods to acquire to apply these lessons. 

Leave others’ methods to them. We are with you in this and guiding your development slowly and purposefully. Again, we feel in you a persistence to research to see how you can adapt another’s modality. This is not why you came. You came to create something new. The more you relax and the more you allow yourself to be guided, the easier this will be.

You are distracted. That is all for now. Be well and know all is unfolding according to Divine Will. You are an instrument of joyful Divine Will. Enjoy this blessing.

The Nine

So of course I asked for clarification on the convoluted manifesting. They said that I was going to learn new words for it but the process I was using was acceptable. 

Don’t worry. I think I’m through my snow for this season. Finally took my lil guy snow tubing. Spring is looking good.

Love and cookies, 

Sarah

The Essence of Relationship – Staying

[I’m contributing to my beautiful friend Linda’s Time Machine Blogging Challenge.  Hop on over to read other timey-wimey, wibbley-wobbley perspectives and participate.

This post is from the past, about a year after my awakening began.] Continue reading

A Conversation with Pain 

Tuesday night I was extremely angry. I’d come home from angel class and the message for me was to trust and give up control. This did not go over well. I’d been working on something – suggested by Spirit – that was not coming to fruition in what I thought was an acceptable time frame. 

So I did what any ego would do.  Continue reading

2015-07-24 Update

Whew!  It’s been a long time but feels so good.

My longest video ever after the unintentional hiatus. For some reason, I took notes and worked from them for this video. I’ve made a few that I don’t post here because this is my journey. If you want all the videos I make,  YouTube will gladly sign you up.

If you left a comment and I didn’t write back yet, I’ll be catching up this week.

(Surprise! Youtube didn’t do a screen capture for some reason. You won’t be looking at trees for the video. It’s me.)

Includes a recap for new followers.

Personal history starting with focus on self-love and spiritual awakening.
Body issues through awakening including grounding, leaving the body and difficulty maintaining form.
Household makeup and introduction of house dragons and interdimensional entity here from convergence.
Convergence and its relationship to ascension with personal convergence example.
Discussion of personal work with consciousness, expanding awareness, love and benefit of working with body elemental.
Why I started working with only one guide.
What daily life looks like and tools I use.
Current opportunities after releasing identity
A new member of our household from overseas.

Much love!

My Perfect Halloween Morning Message

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I woke up this morning with one phrase in my mind.

Innough Dess noi noi.

Ummm…..I have never heard those words in my life.

But I do know exactly what they mean. And why translations don’t always express the original meaning of the native tongue.

It is an idiom.

What is the language?

I don’t know.

The rough translation is, “Like a child, unbeknownst to you, your clothes are tailor made.”

But this is so, so far from the FEELING this statement belies. The feeling of this statement has the quality of slipping into a form that is superbly fitted to your shape. The only word I can think of is skin but this word is not adequate because it brings to mind physicality and warmth of a body and these are not the feelings nor intent of the message. It is not about physicality but physicality has the only rude counterparts that we may use to express this.  Perhaps sheath would fit better but the sheath would then become indistinguishable from the self. You believe that sheath is you.

The idiom has the feeling of not even knowing that you are within something which is not you. And there is no judgment in it. Nor even a feeling that there is anything which you need to do to change this or uncover something. The feeling of being a child is very prominent.

I think this is part of the problem in translating. What comes across is words on a page and they all have equal weight unless I make them bold or italicize them or give you a funny picture. You don’t know which word has more emphasis or has a stronger feeling.

In this instance, the predominant feeling is one of innocence and purity. The feeling this statement carries is that the statement exists as a point of fact. It is not made to inspire action. It is shared almost from a feeling of assurance. Knowing that the one to which it is spoken does not understand where they find themselves.

The feeling of innocence pervades the statement. The child does not even know that there are clothes. And clothing is a poor word for this because we have a feeling that clothes are separate from our body. The child cannot distinguish that clothing is being worn.

This feeling of being tailor made is also very important. It feels as if the clothes are designed to be seamless. Taking any action to attempt to remove them would be futile. The clothes are serving a purpose whether that purpose is recognized or not.

I am grateful for this message today. It has been an amazing, mysterious week.

I love you.

Namaste.

Gratitude List

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There are so many wonderful things in the world and I want to take some time to remind myself of some of them.

I am grateful for:

brown bunnies in the snow
a steaming cup of tea first thing in the morning
willingness to look for what I want to see in the world
the help I receive when I ask
being willing to ask
learning a new language and a new way of viewing the world
functional eyes to see the steam rising off my cup of tea
fuzzy slippers on a cold morning
smiles from strangers for no reason
being bewildered and be-wondered by how life operates
a skirt that is fitted over the waist and hips and swirls when I dance
willingness to take action when I don’t understand
being comfortable with falling
a man who listens and supports me
learning new ways to relate and new beings to relate with
happy dancing fairies
my son who still reaches for my hand when we walk
willingness to be wrong so I can grow and see with new eyes
paint
trusting myself and the process
all the help I have and the wacky ways it shows up
knowing that my ego is not me (such freedom!)
St. Germaine
Jesus
Sparkles
meeting new friends who feel like old friends
being able to type, to walk, to sing, to dance, to make love
quinoa pasta, chia seeds and wheatgrass powder
dream followers

Wishing you a magical day, Loves. Big hugs!